so i havent been on here in a MINUTE lol. i finally remembered my password and stuff.. usually im on myspace...so updates? lol my summer was fantastic... i fell in love with this great guy.. but i was soon let down..it was really bad at first.. but now.. life is ok again..my heart was broken.. but then this freshman came along.. lol i was with this one guy for a few days... and had homecoming plans and everything.. but i realized he just wasnt for me.. now luckely he found hes one. so this guy was chasing me for a few weeks.. and then he finally got the guts to ask me out.. and weve been together since <3 almost 2 months and a half.. im really happy with him.. not the same as my summer fling.. but hes great in all the ways that he wasnt. and i just dont kno wat in the world to do. lately alot of guys have been on me..(not lyke ON me lol) and i just havent a clue wat do to.. but ive been weighing the pros and cons of all of them. including tyler (my bf).. and well i just dont kno wat makes me lyke him so much.. its hard to understand and tell .but i kno... something about him is just wat i want. even tho there are moments of complete boredom on the phone lol.. he always makes it up by saying sumfin sweet or just doing the rite thing to make me happy again..i love it. and i love him.. but im not shure about 'in love'.. so many things are hard to understand about that. in love means soo many different things.. and he says he loves me and stuff.. but has the same understanding as me but i just dont know..its hard i guess.. but anyways on a different note..

school.. is HARD this year most of my classes are advanced and electives.. but jeez.. um .. im still tryin to figure out wat ima do next year with classes and stuff.. and hopefully career center. but i have no idea.. im starting to apply for jobs and such.. to have money for my gas and insurance and stuff. i get my liscense in lyke 3 months. i still need to go to drivers ed.. my dad is stressing about getting my car and stuff ready for me ... so its been even harder on me to get everything done.. especially with sports and everything. ive worked my ass off so hard. i made varsity football cheerleading. AND varsity baskteball cheerleading. that schedule is making everything hard too.. especially with my old good friends..  they DONT lyke cheerleaders.. and frankly ...  i dont care.. then guys think its hott and stuff  so they wont lyke back off or anything.. so idk.. im starting to get things for colleges lyke 6 a day lol. and im still deciding wat i wanna do.. so i have no idea wat college. lol. ima start a list tho of all the schools i get stuff from .. but chyeah.. anyways lol. wow i typed alot.. lol. but chyeah ill try to update on here every once and awhile.. ill type laterz. peace ppl

Me and my old spanish/reading teacher. shes shorter than me so i had to bend down lol and she waz pulling me really close lol.

me and nick. hes lookin at me instead of the camera lol